Fault in my Stars

Trying to spill my emotions on paper

like tears spill on my soul

Tears stain all my papers.

My heart is paper thin.

Why did I let you in?

My concious is sleeping

so please do not wake her.

I know I can't flow

But, please, for a change, will you go with my flow?

I know you heard yes, but could have meant NO.

I don't know... I dont know...

I don't know where to go:

I'm

L

O

S

T

In a galaxy or misconceptions,

contradictions all in my mind

and, as I write this I hope to stop time

for a second

or a minute

but never forever:

not even the simple things last forever.

I usually don't say how I feel, but today I unfold.

I'm Your flower

so,

BURN me in a forest fire

I know it's Your DESIRE but

HOLD my ASHES,

please.

Not saying this is your fault,

rather the fault in My stars.

How I wondered who You are

~Twinkle Twinkle~

Now my thoughts are lethal.

How I wondered who You are,

little star,

~Twinkle Twinkle~

Shooting stars trace My face,

there's so much on My plate,

but I forgot the utensils.

So...

Go ahead make a wish on My pain:

I couldn't stay in My lane:

kept swerving Your way

having wrong things to say.

Now, My software has crashed

and,Now, nothings the same.

Files fading away....

My soul calls Your name, but you're doing your own thing.

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